I am personally proud that I managed to get my fat ass up the side of a mountain and back down without hurting myself. I am however saddened by just how out of shape I am. My original intent was to test my gears ability. In the end I realize I tested my ability. In my eyes, I have failed myself and my team. I find this to be completely unacceptable.
I've been so wrapped up in gear and knowledge that I haven't focused on the most important part of the equation, my body. It has been over 24 hours since we got back, I'm nursing some sore muscles, a sore ankle, and a battered and bruised ego. I expected more out of myself and I fell short.
Finally, I have decided that I will continue to acquire gear as it comes along, keep soaking up knowledge when it is available, but most of all I will begin tending to this sloppy pile of flesh I call my body. Goals will be set and a regiment will be devised soon.
Also, this urban style backpack is not cutting it. I think it may be to blame for some of the backaches i have today. I will begin researching and looking for new packs soon.
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